the end of my road

I had a friend kill himself, newsflash, our eyes ain't always our truth of what we see

Sometimes the strongest people you know, they ain't the strongest, like hocus pocus, man

These niggas they ain't focused, like how the fuck you think I feel, they undermine my

Feelings cuz they think I fucking squib, I ain't soft, these niggas playing games, like

I'm the same but I ain't lost, I've never lost my soul for the price of special eternity

You niggas burden me, I'll go to depths of hell to chop and slice the hurt in me, I've

Been fighting for my life since the age of fucking nine, been looking for a sign since

The end of all these times, paranoia creeping on my shoulder like a crest, I cry my eyes

To sleep tonight to get some fucking rest, you niggas never understood me, I wish a nigga

Could, just what I see like the fountain of youth, you bitches could, unlock that youth