I'M not OKAY

I'm not okay, but it's okay to say that I'm not still giving all that I got every day

No matter how thick the plot, I gotta find a way you must've forgot, doing this for Yahweh

Y'all weigh less than me when I'm filling my pockets with this kinda substance, I feel like I'm Tupac it's crazy

I'm not okay, I don't wanna put all my business out there I just wanna know, there's people that care

That I'm not okay, I'm not okay with all of these demons that just wanna rematch

I'm going through grievance, but I wanna detach knowing eventually, I'm a find a way

To change how I feel, knowing how real this is looking for time to heal, I don't wanna peel

Back all my layers, and I won't appeal to the naysayers, it's never too hard to bear

Don't make me run it back, Gale Sayers

Cause I'm not okay, yeah, I'm not okay and I don't expect anybody else to get it

I try to block out the past, knowing I'll never forget it and I will accept coming in last