I'M not OKAY Lyrics

I'm not okay, but it's okay to say that I'm not still giving all that I got every day

No matter how thick the plot, I gotta find a way you must've forgot, doing this for Yahweh

Y'all weigh less than me when I'm filling my pockets with this kinda substance, I feel like I'm Tupac it's crazy

I'm not okay, I don't wanna put all my business out there I just wanna know, there's people that care

That I'm not okay, I'm not okay with all of these demons that just wanna rematch

I'm going through grievance, but I wanna detach knowing eventually, I'm a find a way

To change how I feel, knowing how real this is looking for time to heal, I don't wanna peel

Back all my layers, and I won't appeal to the naysayers, it's never too hard to bear

Don't make me run it back, Gale Sayers

Cause I'm not okay, yeah, I'm not okay and I don't expect anybody else to get it

I try to block out the past, knowing I'll never forget it and I will accept coming in last

No matter how fast, I may regret it there's a big difference between having faith

And having it take over you when you let it

I'm not okay, but it's okay to say that I'm not still giving all that I got every day

No matter how thick the plot, I gotta find a way you must've forgot, doing this for Yahweh

Y'all weigh less than me when I'm filling my pockets with this kinda substance I feel like I'm Tupac it's crazy

I'm not okay with pulling my punches cause you got a glass jaw

If I really wanted your opinion, I would ask y'all

Treating negativity in Hip-Hop like the camel's back

I'm the last straw, gotta fast draw put your guns away, I'm not okay

Stop with the shots, this is last call

No Bar tender, easy for you to chew and swallow even if you feel blue and hollow

I'm tryna accentuate like Gillie do Wallo and I don't even concentrate, cause I'm not okay

Yeah, I'm not okay, but I wanna do better, some Cons in Trait

That may be far-fetching, I'm bar-stretching, I'm doing yoga

I got your mind moving, I'm doing Yoda I'm climbing a tier, lend me your ear, I'm piercing pagoda

I'm not okay, but I'm popping like soda what can I say, knowing every day I'm getting older

I'm not okay with writing more music instead of making videos on TikTok

Cause I flip-flop back and forth with it, I'm not okay

You can tell by the way I treat the beat when I torture it

I'm RōgWon, I bring the force with it

But I'm not okay, yeah, still gotta say it cause I'm not okay

Maybe one day I will be, but I'll keep looking to faith to fulfill me

I'm made from a different kind of mettle, you cannot drill me

I know that sticks and stones can break my bones, but I get in zones

Where nothing you ever try to say will kill me

I'm not okay, but it's okay to say that I'm not still giving all that I got every day

No matter how thick the plot, I gotta find a way you must've forgot, doing this for Yahweh

Y'all weigh less than me when I'm filling my pockets with this kinda substance, I feel like I'm Tupac, it's crazy

I'm not okay with giving away half of my check to the government

Every two weeks, another payday, I thought I'd be loving it

I don't wanna get a little political, but this is really ridiculous

The right and left, becoming right and wrong

This isn't frivolous writing a song

Being meticulous, I'm never kicking it, even if it's fourth and long

What do you think of this? My heart pumping strong

I am ubiquitous, I usually write with a pencil

I'm using a Bic with this, just to keep it suspenseful

Graphite in my blood, can't fight with the love

When I'm getting in sync with the ink, you don't wanna blink

Cause I think I'll be rising above, I'm not okay

But if you need a hand, I'll be the glove

When you need a tight grip, if push comes to shove

You still gotta know that you might trip

So roll with the punches or stick and move, it's not just a fight tip

You wanna stay on your toes every day and don't let the night slip

You gotta take advantage of every moment and don't drink Kool-Aid

Not even a light sip, I handle bars like a bike grip

I say what I wanna say, I never bite lip

Even when I'm on a keyboard and I type it

Inserting a gem, don't care if it might fit

It doesn't mean that I'm okay, I'm an animal, certainly quite quick

With what I gotta say, if I had to cap it, it'll be white knit

Wanna be part of the magazine insert the right clip

I'm not okay, but it's okay to say that I'm not still giving all that I got every day

No matter how thick the plot, I gotta find a way you must've forgot, doing this for Yahweh

Y'all way less than me when I'm filling my pockets with this kinda substance I feel like I'm Tupac it's crazy

Yeah, I'm not okay

Yeah, I'm not okay

Yeah, I'm not okay

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

Yeah, yeah

I'm not okay

Yeah, I'm not okay

I'm not okay

But I know I will be