October

I've been lying in bed for weeks a mess

Waiting for it all to end

The thoughts have made their way into my head

Sometimes I wonder if it's for the best

The walls are shaking breaking under the stress

I try to hold it up but all my weakness

But after all this time I expect no less

My heart is pounding out of my chest

When the night is over I'll start losing my composure

Cloudy nights in mid-October

Why can't we make time go slower