us again

I thought I couldn't be caught dead retracing our steps after we left

Only saw you again in nightmares I made them daydreams hoping you'd come back to me

I've replayed every single way you fit perfectly into my shame

I still have a list of the what ifs and you have the only key to the evidence

I've always wondered what it would be like

To talk about us after all this time

I never thought I'd return to the crime scene

Thought I'd finally put this behind me

Missing you is so unlike me

I never thought I'd dig up the time capsule

Buried you with the years that you stole to get myself out of this cycle