Every Minute My Tears

Every minute goes my tears building up, as they fall

Onto my happiness to drown it in the devil's waterfall

My brain is on a timer to encourage me to fall

Til pain finally destroys me, once and for all

You die once, but have to live through hell so many times

Like being forced to die, way before your dreams can unwind

Time is ticking and I'm yet to find a life to recline on

I'm cursed to see my future burn in flames, to shine on

My soul in peace, after my body's deceased

No-more pain shall I have to suffer, no-one cares to see

It's lethal performance that it smothers on me

It's free to spread love, but not according to society