pretend

And I stay far away to discard the pain that I constantly feel in my chest

And when I call your name, it is not the same, baby you should go, can I rest?

Twisting up my words, bitch, that's not what I said

Looking at my watch, baby, is it time yet?

Don't know how to feel, you fuck up my mindset

Was it really real? or was it just my stress?

Will we make amends, or, baby, is this the end?

I've been lying to my brain but I shouldn't pretend

Tryna' wrap my head around those fucking texts you sent

Contemplating honesty, did you say what you meant?