Awkward Smile

The pressure weighing heavy, hard on my soul

I feel nickel plated but my heart made of gold

Medusa love confusing us, turned me to stone

When you look in my eyes you don't know me no more

Or ever, forever I'm giving too much

Trying to make it better for whoever I claim to love

But I'm exhausted from always trying too much

So when they calling, I'm stalling before I pick up

Nice to see ya, it's been awhile

Hard to speak of the reasons I won't come around

You should see us, turned to strangers