The most high

I'm looking to the sky, I'm praising the most high

I'm looking at my life, wonder why I'm still alive

There's gotta be a reason, man, this season's gotta change

The sky keeps getting darker and these clouds keep making rain

I wish I couldn't feel, the only thing I feel is pain

And they wonder why I drank to keep these thoughts up out my brain

It didn't lead me nowhere except the county in the tank

Didn't help me with my money, all it did was kill my bank

Didn't help me with depression by drinking or smoking dank

Only left me with the question, why my heart still feeling blank