Count Myself

And I know, and I know the feelings gon' fade but it'll come right back

Will it come right back?

And I know I got extra too much up on my plate

But i'm feeling too relaxed, yea i'm feeling more relaxed

Maybe now i'm settled with the thought I couldn't last

Don't know how i've gone through the days like who has my back, who has my back?

Don't know how I made it this far, to be honest

She said "where the pain level at?" I said "chronic"

Everyday just seeing myself as a target

At this point, can't even walk into a Target

Like how do you live?