Euphoric

I can't count on my fingers how many devoted their loyalty, but still tried to leave me for

dead

Like how many times I done tuned out the noise, but still hear that shit in my head

Significant memories fall in the void, told myself Ill slow down on the meds

Can't follow my father, had to make that choice

I just hope he watching me from

Swear to god we all living just to die

Like, I'm just steady counting all my sins

And I had some love for you

And I like, but you went and did that shit again