Euphoric Lyrics

I can't count on my fingers how many devoted their loyalty, but still tried to leave me for

dead

Like how many times I done tuned out the noise, but still hear that shit in my head

Significant memories fall in the void, told myself Ill slow down on the meds

Can't follow my father, had to make that choice

I just hope he watching me from

Swear to god we all living just to die

Like, I'm just steady counting all my sins

And I had some love for you

And I like, but you went and did that shit again

And I couldn't go for suicide

Like, it's just hard for niggas to pretend

And I'm on a road that's do or die

Like, only brothers I don't got no friends

I just hope I can live on forever

Cause I heard the greatest of great, always dying young

Had to distance myself for the better

Cause I knew that one day I'ma grab a gun

She don't want me to leave her hands up in the sweater

I tried to tell her I'm already done

And I had regret ever since I met her

I can't believe she almost had my son

We had 800 days and on and on

Now they fading on and on

And I keep on praying on and on

I know god ain't steering me wrong

And These demons been haunting me for long

But I'm obviously gonna keep it going and

It's just for my mother keep it strong

Hope they hear my pain up in this

I can't count on my fingers

How many devoted their loyalty

But still tried to leave me for dead

Like, how many times I done tuned out the noise

But still hear that shit in my head

Significant memories fall in the void

Told myself Ill slow down on the meds

Cant follow my father, had to make that choice

I just hope he's watching me from death