emetophobia.

I'm tired of eating my dinner and feeling like i've grown

I'm tired of sleeping on my side just in case i throw up and choke

Don't say that you understand cause you don't

I'm scared i'll always be like this until i'm ready to go

I don't go out anymore

And it kills me to walk out the door

I wish i was waiting for the next train to go home

I keep grinding my teeth cause i can't escape feeling alone

Don't say that you understand cause you don't

Im scared i'll always be like this until the day i'm ready to go