emetophobia. Lyrics

I'm tired of eating my dinner and feeling like i've grown

I'm tired of sleeping on my side just in case i throw up and choke

Don't say that you understand cause you don't

I'm scared i'll always be like this until i'm ready to go

I don't go out anymore

And it kills me to walk out the door

I wish i was waiting for the next train to go home

I keep grinding my teeth cause i can't escape feeling alone

Don't say that you understand cause you don't

Im scared i'll always be like this until the day i'm ready to go

Im scared to drink alcohol (god)

My stomach is turning

And i can't even walking down the hall

My world is ending

Im tired of eating my dinner and feeling like i've grown.