Wishin' well

Is this just the way it is, I'm stuck between a hard time and no real friends, Is there any way out of the mess you've caused, The weight of the world is on my back, I got the choice between a pill or a panic attack, And no prescription's gonna give me the strength to break down my walls

Maybe I just need to make peace with myself, Throw away my hopes like a penny down a wishin' well,I carved your name in stone with the date when you cast that spell, And when you died and went to heaven, you left me in a livin' hell

I need you to know I'm not okay, Time heals all wounds, that's what they say, But I don't believe those lies, that can't be true, I can't see your eyes, I can't hear your voice, I can't feel your fingers on my skin no more, how dare you leave this world without taking me with you

Maybe I just need to make peace with myself, Throw away my hopes like a penny down a wishin' well, I carved your name in stone with the date when you cast that spell and when you died and went to heaven, you left me in a livin' hell when you died and went to heaven you left me in a livin' hell

When you died and went to heaven you left me in a livin' hell

I feel guilty when I kneel down and pray, for asking God why did he have to take you in that way, Please watch over me and forgive the mistakes I've made

Please show me a sign, promise that I'll see you again someday