Awakening

I ain’t ever changed

I just fake smiled

I can’t even lie to myself had the best time

Get us where we’re bound to be baby let’s try,

I’m starving

I been steady cooking bangers still they can’t see, treat that 7 or that henny like my bestie, help me cope with the small talk, Im healthy,

Im dying,

I can’t seem to find a reason to stay nor to go away

I perceive the smell of treason but still I wanna play

I don’t want a new plan, new cards, Yeah the dealer will deliver

I don’t want a new painkiller

I want to feel it wide awake