In The Winter

It only begins in the winter time when the feelings

begin to frost, but they already melted, and you already felt it once more, once more

It's just only begun, for me on this earth, I know I don't deserve to be your son

I've fallen so far and I can't ignore, what life has brought to me, I'm over here, I'm bleeding, knowing that

you're not here, you're gone

Wondering if you'll see me as a person worthy to be, to be, to be, to be, a person worthy

to be by your side in the afterlife

And I just don't get it, why did you leave

It's hurting me you see , its hurting me you see, I might need therapy, I might need some