kingdom of dreams

Lost and confused wasn't sure where to go when I'm

Asked how I'm feeling always say I don't know, felt

Stranded, abandoned, thought I deserved it

Out in this cold is the world I had chosen

That's what I thought, all my life I've been thinking

Up in my bed all night just blinking

Wondering when this pain will fade away

Wondering anyway to make a great escape, yeah

I closed my eyes and like a dream

Blue rivers flowing and the grass is greener

Feeling out of place with my mean demeanor

Looked in the mirror still the same old creature