Grace

After the crash, I held my breath

Because I was afraid of what I'd say to you

To ease that friction in my chest

I feel restless as our moments pass

Knowing these graces were never meant

I told you I was lost and alone

As if I wasn't just wasting my breath

You'll forget something I said, a dissonance when we lay in bed

Blank faces, figures in pretended love

I don't want this to die, just to put my mind to sleep

I don't want this to die, but the unrest is killing me