Missing The Meaning

Can't go back to when you left me stranded here

You lost focus but this picture, it has never been so clear

If I'm just the subject of your pity with words you don't understand

You think you'll fix me, but you won't listen to what you don't want to hear

Every day you search for patterns in the words I used to say

I'll find the key, turn the locks on every door until they break

Is it only safe if I take it to my grave?

There's no ghost that haunts this place, I swear to god it's only me

I wish you'd look inside but I'm not sure what you'd find

Clear the dust from your mind, you won't believe me but you have to try