(Honesty)

Hmmm

I know that it doesn't sit easy with me at the moment

I have to just be honest with myself about what I want

And that in itself is a difficult task

How can me being open with somebody be received so negatively?

And on the other hand with somebody else they see it as a breath of fresh air?

Constantly trying to people please (I'm a people pleaser)

And oh I shouldn't say that because it that will hurt their feelings

Even though it's how I feel, or the situation that I want