Stupid Song

I thought that it was love, but I was mistaken

I didn't even show, that my heart was breakin

I like to say I was blind, and that I never knew

But I ignore all the signs, because I still want you

I'm trying to fall out of love

And I'm trying to give up on the dream

I didn't just lose you, I lost my self esteem

So I set my hands on the ivory

And play away my anxiety

I wish that things were different and I could move on

I wish I was not sitting here, writing this stupid song