Ok Not Ok

It's the first of the year, and as I write this I fear

That I might not get my chance to see tomorrow

And if my fears are so unfounded

Why's the bottom where I'm drowning?

I could make a promise but it's hollow

And is it okay to not be okay? Is it alright to tell you I'm not fine?

Do you feel the way I feel? Am I feeling something real?

I don't know what goes on in my mind

I could tell you that I'd take the pain away

But I'd be lying, what's new? It's nothing special

And I'm moving fast, nothing's gonna last