My Brain is Trying to Kill Me

It comes like a shadow in the nighttime, and in the quiet place I think about the first time the disillusion came to haunt me

And I know there's nothing I can do to believe in deja vu, and take me where I can't be

I think it's running back into a cosmic rendezvous if you'd just save me

My brain is trying to kill me

There's a wall between me and the back of my head

I'm afraid there's a monster within me, and it won't let me let this go

My brain is trying to kill me

Out of place, I'm sinking in my mistakes

And the painful feelings that thrill me, yeah, they won't let me be alone

It's a dark time to see your shadow in the night light, and if you're haunting me, can you wait a bit before I acquire a taste for lead or H20 instead?