Say it aint so

I get a call that you ain't coming back

my worse fear was confirmed my family on back asking bout you

Idk but I suffer in silence my problems will never surface

what I tell myself knowing they will

it's on my face

And I wept for many days plus it's been raining for some weeks

You know a mama know her son well

still I deflect it

Defense mechanism I'm sorry that's my protection I swear I felt the lord grab my shoulder

When I was dying in my darkest hour everyone was leaving out my life

And still my best friend across the world reaching out for Christ

Her stories were so inspiring I'm staring at my phone