Say it aint so Lyrics

I get a call that you ain't coming back

my worse fear was confirmed my family on back asking bout you

Idk but I suffer in silence my problems will never surface

what I tell myself knowing they will

it's on my face

And I wept for many days plus it's been raining for some weeks

You know a mama know her son well

still I deflect it

Defense mechanism I'm sorry that's my protection I swear I felt the lord grab my shoulder

When I was dying in my darkest hour everyone was leaving out my life

And still my best friend across the world reaching out for Christ

Her stories were so inspiring I'm staring at my phone

Waiting just see her

The stars out side my window was the closest I could be with you

Come back to reality

That call that I mentioned earlier she was bad for me

You know where this heading

I know you gone be mad at me

Where did you go

You don't love me no more

Yeah

Say it ain't so

Feelings in denial nightmares every night about it

I'm losing trust in the way I should feel about people I meet

And the trauma I shared start to regret that I shared anything

3 whole years suddenly thrown out my window

I should've seen it coming

I blame myself did you forget that

Men lie and women lie memories start burn in my head

But everywhere I look I see her smile

Then I remember that she was meant for me

When god sent this angel that I prayed for when I lost my wings

Marriage was the plan but then she sabotaged our wedding dreams I'm still in denial

I'm telling her that's selfish but I'm just preaching to the choir

I've always been honest ironic how you met someone with the name honest

I'm fighting for you and I

But all you say is that you fighting for yourself

Where did you go

you don't love me no more