Gone again

Fuck you for everything, you took my heart then made it bleed I'm crying, I'm on my knees, why have you forsaken me

Surrounded by entities, miserable memories begging to forget everything

Falling asleep, I'm counting the sheep watching the stars, tossing around in my sleep

Then snap to my dreams, it is all fake it seems these visions of you fading off the screen

I start to scream, I'm moving cautiously taking more downers, upppers don't do it for me

(Uppers don't do it for me)

I need to forget, it's stuck in my head tight on my neck, all I ever know is dread

It's awful to think, this shit really stings fuck man, I need a drink

Love brings such anxiousness, I thought it would be painless someone please tell me, is feeling like this unhealthy

I'm begging someone please help me, just wanted to be happy I'm all alone again, lost inside of my head