Victim

I am sitting on my bed and can't forget

Can no longer move and I feel a bit offset

I ask myself how could it come so far

And I wonder, what we still are

I turn to the side, blood pouring out of me

It's my own fault, I suffer from my agony

I will never forget you, because you my fantasy

I stare at my gut shot, pure absurdity, disharmony

I ignore the time that passes by (I feel alive)

Ignore the mumbling in my mind (You'll never make it, kid)