To mom and dad

Hey mom, hey dad, how you doin' back home?

I'm sorry I haven't answered, didn't hear the phone

I've been doin' ok, I'm eating and sleeping well

Fuck, I don't want to lie to you, my life has been hell

I'm ashamed of myself, don't want to answer when you call

I'm feeling like I'm weightless, in a neverending fall

Honestly, the thought that I'm coming home is the one

That has been keeping me sane ever since the day I've been gone

Yeah

I can barely eat, or sleep, or do anything

Ever since I came here I've just been burying

Myself, like I've been carrying this weight on my shoulders