Ballerinas

What am I gonna do now that I'm going through everything I wanted to and nothing feels okay

I used to lie to myself and chalk it up to mental health

Sit it out for a spell and think of what to say

What used to be so easy feels so hard

All through the night, ballerinas in the garden

Holding the light while the oleanders grow

I'll never tell all the secrets they've been saving me

I'll never tell, ballerinas in the garden

I see you in the market square

I know your eyes from anywhere