Decay

I been stuck in the motions, getting lost in the potions

I've been tired of commotion, done hoping to be chosen

I don't want no emotions, Heart bruised and it's swollen

I was lost when you noticed, I've been drowning in my oceans

Wonder why life don't go my way, so I gotta play it safe

I'll remember everything that you say, so please don't lie to me

Fake love what you put in my face, real love you gave away

All niggas wanna do is betray, and every time I decay

Too hurt and I had enough, so I gotta play it tough

Bankroll gotta run it up, and go through this shit like a thug

Big blunt and I'm lighting it up, and blow my feelings in a puff