Blessed

All this work piled up on my desk Pouring my heart out, but still they unimpressed

Still ain't good enough, even at my best God done put me through so many tests

Survivor skill, chasing the success Feel like I'm a star, they just can't see

It yet Losing friends, starting to see the disconnect

Girl we had it all, still live with that regret On top of the world, but I feel the lowest

In the spotlight, at my darkest moments Yeah I made mistakes, but I own it

Crowd full of people, but I'm the loneliest Stomach full, but I'm the hungriest

No beef, but they got a bone to pick Gave em the key to your heart, but they loaning

Treated you badly, you condone it Trying to keep the drive at a stop sign

Shooting my shot like this Glock nine Still have all my dogs if I stop time

Wishing for a life that is not mine