Saudade

Where do you go when I call out your name

You're lost away from home in a way you can't explain

Stare from head to toe, I think you're pretty, you think I'm lame

You're lost away from home, I'm gone, I'm out of frame

When I see you I'm nauseous, you make me exhausted

I can't help it, feeling incomplete without your lies

I can't help it, I'm cautious, my head pounds regardless

Of if you're in the room or in my mind, it makes me sigh

What kind of guy you think I am

I can't pretend to be the one you see, the one you need