I Got My Faith

It's the barrel of a gun, it's the noose that I've not hung

It's the pills that I ain't opened and the stuff that I'm not smoking

It's the building I've not jumped off, it's the liquor I've not mixed up

It's the knife that I've not sharpened, 'cause I don't wanna feel disheartened

I got my faith, I got my faith

I got my faith, I got my faith

Wake up in the night, give myself another fright

'Cause the terrors come to haunt you and they give me mental torture

Never know what I'll be feeling, but I'm staring at the ceiling

And the thoughts they are a comin' and I can't stop them a comin