Deleting Feelings

I tried putting myself in your shoes, But I'm still not sure how I lost you

You were a part of me and everyone knew it. I guess I'm just trying to see how I blew it

So I called you the other day to see if we were fine. You said yes, but you didn't pick up that night

So maybe I'm just looking at it wrong. One day you asked to call, the next you're dropping the ball

Cause I know we're not supposed to be here. But I thought we wanted to stay near

Cause maybe I'm just oblivious. Maybe you're just not into it

If you know we'll never be anything than waking up. If those are your thoughts, I blame me for showing you love

Maybe this reminds you of the feeling we had when you were almost mine. But maybe I just did something that earned my goodbye

So maybe I'm just looking at it wrong. One day you asked to call, the next you're dropping the ball

Cause I know we're not supposed to be here. But I thought we wanted to stay near