Therapy

I convinced myself I hated you, I was just a kid, what could I do?

She denied my memories and I treated you as the enemy

I don't know how to deal with all the anger I feel

I turn it into compassion, watching porn as a distraction

Dysfunctional family, gotta go back to therapy

I blame myself for what I can't control

Circling down a black hole

I fantasize about faking my death

Clean slate, move to the north pole

I wish she could be responsible for all the harm she made invisible