RD's Theme (Am I Lost)

Dear Pops, I wish I didn't have to write this

But I want to let you know you're missed

You're a gift to the people who had the chance to meet you

Always showing love, someone good up in this evil place

It's hard to face reality these days

Knowing I can't even call you just to bullshyt on the way that Hip Hop has changed

You told me to remain making music cause one day

You said that I'll be making waves

But since you passed away, It's been hard for me to focus

I've been smoking over instrumentals and moping

Mentally I feel broken, can't believe in this moment

Hoping to wake up from this nightmare but I won't and it's so cold