2 AM in the 209

Can I spit for a minute

All my feelings that I like to keep hidden

Haven't found the passion who said it's a given

There's days where I lay still time has forbidden

The worst is yet to come but the fear that it's done got me locked up put away

No one come near get some vodka drink away don't shed a tear 'cuz once I show pain then the world's all ears hold up

And you wonder where I've been

I've been working on me tryna keep my feelings clean

Less I accept the more I believe that shit was a lie and it's not what it seems

I'm the fifth wheel on the bus shit goes round and round

'Member we'd go downtown and laugh like all the clowns