2 AM in the 209 Lyrics

Can I spit for a minute

All my feelings that I like to keep hidden

Haven't found the passion who said it's a given

There's days where I lay still time has forbidden

The worst is yet to come but the fear that it's done got me locked up put away

No one come near get some vodka drink away don't shed a tear 'cuz once I show pain then the world's all ears hold up

And you wonder where I've been

I've been working on me tryna keep my feelings clean

Less I accept the more I believe that shit was a lie and it's not what it seems

I'm the fifth wheel on the bus shit goes round and round

'Member we'd go downtown and laugh like all the clowns

Memories on memories fill up my head

'Till I got tired too much pushed off the edge

And I look back

Shit was my arm that pushed me off the fucking cliff

And it's my fault why let the distance get thick

And it's your fault you went to go chase a bitch

So don't say you miss me unless you're my bestie

'22 was right so '23s a lefty

This year started wrong so bitch I'm like next please

I've had enough so please don't test me

This is how I feel

I'm mad at the world I've had it for real

I'm a lone wolf in the night that might just kill

Anyone at my limit now that is for real

It's 2am in the 209

Staring at my screen thinking should I go to the light

With my soul so lost man this may be the night

But my body's so numb I can't even shut my eyes

But this a new chapter

Villain type shit the hero died after

He was abandoned left his heart damaged

Changed ways lost names just how he planned it

This just a glimpse of who I've become

I used to think that maybe I was the one

Now I sit here convinced that I have no one

Maybe it's my fault maybe this is what I have done

I just

I just lose myself then I lose my breath

Convince myself it's better in the end

This a desperate help now I'm reaching out my hand

Yeah