Traumatized

Okay, let's cook it

Every time I tell myself that I'll never quit

But I see myself going down step at a time

I remember saying just one step at a time

But I'm falling from the glory that I cannot reach

Music was a medicine I used to heal myself

Now I'm addicted to this medicine, it's killing me

It used to heal depression, but now that I write depression

What's the use of medicine if it can kill you too

Someone left me in a time where I needed her

So every beat that I hear, damn I think of her

To every song that I write, end up writing her