Focus on the Love

Tryna accept that I might need time

Always on my grind losing my mind that I ain't number one

Until I've won, I won't feel fine

I miss the bliss I felt when I was nine

Nowadays mistakes are a crime

I'm seeing my parents less and less while they still affected by time

Sometimes I wish we'd go back to the lies

I think that's what my sisters call em when everybody was pretending that everything was fine

But I was a kid so that life it was mine

Divorce has changed the course of our lives

Made me realize I gotta be careful and not repeat the cycle

I'd die for my family so know I ain't feeling spiteful