Dear Diary

(I know you're feeling down, but I can't treat you

Nobody understand what you've been through

And you just wanna get it over and it's your love

It's hard to take a lie, I see it in your shoes)

Oh yeah, so many nights in the dark I've spent

Praying for someone to save my soul

I highly doubt that the man that I pray to is real

But I do it cause I just don't know

Yeah, the woman that brought me in this world is my biggest enemy

I know that she loves me, but her pride's in the way

I gotta say, big mama's partly to blame