Glacial

I found myself neck deep

With another promise that I could not keep to myself

My own personal hell, travelling down the desolate trail

Anxiety creeping in, all too familiar with this sinking feeling

I wanted to be set free, but the lies in my mind tend to leave me reeling

It's so cold here, in the water

And I never, thought it would be like this

I step back, it's so bad, my thoughts are swimming

And it's not for me

When will this crippling aching end