A Price I Have To Pay

I don't know if I'm coming back this time

I'm gone and I don't know why I lost myself now I'm blind

I can't see a thing when I try I can't say a thing or you'll cry

I can daydream about my life or the thoughts will tell me to die

But what I wanted it to be What I thought that I could see

Wasn't there, it was a dream Then I woke up and tried to scream

I messed up so where's my beam? Of, light that's supposed to rescue me

Close my eyes cause I can't breathe The devil made the god of me

I see the sky when I'm asleep I think I'm dying, help me please

I think my tank is running empty think my hate is taking everything