let go

Closer to growing out of control

Closer to being somebody I don't even know

I'm closer to spending all of my money on some clothes

I'm closer to saying fuck everything, no getting old

I never thought about all of the bullshit

That might come from being alone

I drop telephones calls

Pick them up in the morning

No wonder I be feeling so god damn alone

I mean, I wondered how to fix it not too many years ago

But my mind was