Actuality

Actuality - Potter Payper

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Hold me in your heart not in your hands Love me like my nan love me like my fans Bear me in your mind keep me in your plans Tell me what I did help me understand Manifested millions thats my mood I know I need to heal I need my soul soothed We all come from cirumstances that we don't choose You gotta find your own groove and be your own proof And nuttin' hurts harder than them home truths I put my own work in I grew my own fruits Passion fruit's on my label let me show you I'll take a little take the rest I'll indulge you Coping with my freedom's getting easier I find coping with my success much less I see everyone around me getting greedier We couldn't ever picture this when we was on that bunk bed You know me the amount of times I made them free it up And I don't know about you but ain't no me and us I'm tryna learn to unlearn so I can readjust 'Cause all I ever wanted was a key of dust And more teeth for this hammer that'd be a plus And my riders coming with me I don't need a fuss Look I know that I hurt you and there's repercussions But you can't put your people in these discussions Maybe I'm just broken and I need dysfunction Cuh I grew up with some killers in the streets of London Sometimes I wanna pack a bag and leave the country But I can't 'cuh I was sending everybody country It's winter time but somehow you're looking summery So tell me 'bout your day I need a summary Somebody shoulda put you in a gallery 'Cause in reality they're uglier than vanity I love you in actuality so hurt me subtly They put you in every position except recovery I use loyalty as currency not in monetary How you common but you got no common sense or common courtesy Just hold me in your heart not in your hands Love me like my nan love me like my fans Bear me in your mind keep me in your plans Tell me what I did help me understand Manifested millions thats my mood I know I need to heal I need my soul soothed We all come from cirumstances that we don't choose You gotta find your own groove and be your own proof And nuttin' hurts harder than them home truths I put my own work in I grew my own fruits Passion fruit's on my label let me show you I'll take a little take the rest I'll indulge you