Dzistractions

I'm a positive person with bad tendencies

Got good intentions but my actions be mean

I've been self destructive that's why I don't have a team

I need self discipline that's why I've been obsolete

Got distracted by the screens and what people think of me

Every time you see me smile know that I am suffering

With myself, self esteem and with self identity

Then I write it in a verse so you can feel all of my grief

I'm not perfect I know this phase is a version of myself

I need to conquer from the lessons I've been learning

Lost sight of what my purpose is and that was love and honor good vibes and ah

Wasted all my twenties now invested in my thirties