Price

Eyes meet smiles and small talk and questions

And there's no thought to the motivation you'll need down the road

You start by gambling nights then weeks and months

And like a serious poker match it gets more serious

Like lifetimes and I don't know shit I didn't want this

But there was a wanting

When I hadn't wanted for anything

And there are long hairs in my clothes

And pillows that smell like you for days

And there's a dopamine release in my brain that I can't stop chasing

And it's crazy how long I can last off of that