Nowhere Left To Run

I can't get up, just want to sleep

All that unhealthy crap I eat can't fill the hole you left in me

Since you've been gone, I'm less of me

There's a pit in my stomach since all the butterflies are dead

Can barely handle daily tasks, I need to fight the heaviness

I'm never standing still, keep my cup and my days filled

But in the late night, when I run out of things to keep me numb

Close the curtains, feel the silence, I've got nowhere left to run

I've been drinking on my own, going through pictures on my phone

It just made me feel more alone, like garbage washed up on the coast