Losing

I cried in your car

You drove slow like you were afraid we'd crash if you hit sixty

I cracked when you were with me

I don't remember the last time I let myself cry

Around someone other than her

I don't think you had the words

Feel like we're trying to ignore it all

When I know it's better to sit in the feeling

When we get home I'll shut the door and I'll text you from behind

Some weird misshapen line

I can get angry in front of anyone